The HTML template miss the flowering cherry blossom ten years ,but when I think of her ,my heart is faint pain .It was most of his life that he grieved woman .It was entered the University of the very next day ,he wandered aimlessly walking on the campus the cherry blossom long road .
In October, there has been some yellow leaves ,the gentle voice is like the cherry blossom warm: Hello ,can you help me take this thing ? The meeting with his girl ,lugging a big suitcase ,helplessly looking at him .
He looked at her, long black sweaters ,hand all the long sleeves ,like brother and sister as kind ,long white scarf free hanging on his shoulders ,blue jeans ,a brown leather boots ,long hair so arbitrary long in the side ,and he had seen the girl very different fresh ,beautiful ,in his heart he privately think ,she is not beautiful to describe .
He helped her luggage to the dormitory ,if known ,they are my classmates .So in the future, because of the front upholstery ,they quickly picks up .Later ,they would often meet together ,reading room ,a large hall ,restaurant ,playground ,in different places ,he always expect to see her shadow ,I don ,saw her ,he would be inexplicable move .
All of her, and he is a completely different life trajectories ,she comes from the beautiful coastal city - Qingdao ,the father is the head of the garrison ,the mother is a Qingdao university professor of Chinese ,so her everything is out of the ordinary .
In everybody also spoke a dialect of the time ,her story is full of flavor of the Mandarin ,the new year a Alice is even more shocked when the class is full, a lot of guys take her as a lover in dream ,she is always so reserved, sometimes he couldn she gave up so much the better suitor ,but chose to ordinary he .
Her name is very special, the surname MI ,word of a man ,that sounds like diffuse ,she says ,is the name of her mother ,is Shanghai youth in the countryside ,and I know the father ,then never went back to Shanghai .
And she ,like the University Sakura listening to discourage parents, must come this far to go to school .He also said that his own things, say he keeps his small village ,he worked as a teacher ,her ailing mother ,said to his younger siblings ,all this for she is fresh and unfamiliar .
She said that she always wanted to have a younger sister ,if after seeing his sister ,she will she is my sister .He spoke of his college entrance examination ,he is to be a prosecutor ,so is reported to the audit institute ,but the year audit academy fraction was surprisingly high, so he transfers to be here ,in my heart there was banished feeling .
He laughed and told her ,in the rural girls did not name ,called a man she giggled ,said maybe she is the future of rural daughter-in-law ,so he called her little man ,but she never call his name ,is a seems to be on behalf of the .
Everything seemed logical .In spring, they watched the Boulevard of cherry blossom ,she always again and again go ,he is with her ,looking at her face .In late spring when cherry as snow ,she just sat there and let pink cherry falls over her shoulder ,he laughed at her ,said she was like a naughty child .
Sometimes the weather to change ,those who have not blossom bud fell down ,she always said with regret : Alas ,and missed a florescence . He always love watching her ,told her : the next year ,the year after that, and the chance of a lifetime ! She love the cherry blossoms ,cherry blossoms when said like her name as diffuse .
Sometimes ,he thought, her thoughtful really like a small rural daughter-in-law .Dinner time ,she can only eat vegetables ,put the meat in front of him ,each month, put her meal ticket together, because she said do not eat, but his ,but always not enough .
In their graduation practice for three months ,they are most happy three months ,both of them are ranked according to the penal farm near to practice .That is the practice ,is to have a mechanical unit to learn the operation ,you are to those of large enterprises, and the penal farm because they don go ,so they offer oneself to ,but give them both time alone ,and unidentified truth but praised their realm of high ,which makes them very is stealing happy a .
The farm has a large pond ,it is blooming time, especially at night ,the moonlight of the lotus is very charming, breeze blowing across the courtyard was filled with a scent .They just sat there and sit for a long time .
He is often with his harmonica ,blowing the half moon , in that distant place blow Edelweiss , Moscow Nights ,she is still lying on his side, very quiet hear those gifted Yang Song from his lips drip, she said ,this is she a student had the best days .
Her dream of their future ,she said she loving girl ,she said that if she has a girl, she would teach her to learn the piano .She said she was alone in the house of fear, he put next to his bed and her close place ,tell her ,if she alone will knock on the wall ,he would return to a sound ,so she won .
Then ,at night, often can hear the two of you come to me to knock the wall of sound ,she hit him on the back ,in two ,she again at three, so repeatedly ,until he heard voices ,he then Enron sleep .
On the weekends, he go to borrow the bike ,carrying her to the periphery of the scenic area ,a few of their group photo is the most left memorial .She sat in the back seat ,tightly held his waist ,pressed his face against his back ,long hair blowing in the wind .
On that day they were standing in the said that people in the immortal Island ,she said ,do the gods in the world which have good, or seven fairy why come down ?With the end of the training period ,they be light of heart from care life has come to an end .
According to the home she must take exams for postgraduate schools, while he ,from rural to walk out of college students has not been easy ,only by the father of one to support a big family is already stretched, so he could obtain employment ,reduce the burden of family .
At that time ,their contradiction already peep ,then distribution which is where ,in his terms, Qingdao is not possible, and he would not allow her to his small town to .Where condition is too poor ,he felt in love with a person must make her happy ,the environment is all she wanted to think of the poor ,to hear him speak up is full of new ideas, may day after all to real one day .
Then ,they begin to fight ,at last ,she always cry, he again to coax her .Eventually ,she by two points without being admitted to a graduate student, she has no regrets ,but very happy and said to him : I fail to do it, I can with your undivided attention home .
Later ,he was assigned to the county a state-owned enterprises to do the technical guidance, and her father ,are ranked according to the Qingdao had been a university counselor .He felt that their difference is more and more big .
The last time he went to Qingdao ,in her dorm ,he proposed breaking up ,her eyes full of despair ,let him hurt, he repeatedly explanation ,she is just a word with her to see her parents .
At night, he couldn her to retain, in her dorm room for the night .She thought he must be her persuasion ,happy like a little woman ,she took all her clothes off ,this lets him heart twitched ,he used a towel around her ,kiss her ,tell her ,the most beautiful thing must stay in the most beautiful moments .
That night, as he held her one night ,thinking in fight night .The very next day ,So a little changes in the weather,her early up breakfast they go to her house ,he tearfully agreed, as she is almost shouting run out to buy breakfast ,he really didn have the heart to tell her his decision .
Sit back to the train ,he could imagine her back to see his hysterical ,however ,he can give her what ?He can bear to let her in .In erase her youth ,their love ?She is his princess ,Princess how to live in a house ,with the housework ?Precious hands are used for playing the piano ,but he was even can not afford to buy a piano .
The train ,he heard her shout oneself hoarse in the platform calling out his name ,he hopes the car go faster ,could not bear to hear her voice, but he could not help turning his head, hoping to catch a glimpse of .
For several days ,his heart was tired of it ,Miami Dolphins Jersey,the telephone ,almost let him jump .After lunch, he was standing on the balcony to her office ,tell him someone was looking for her ,is a girl .
His first feeling that she is coming ,he started to waver .However, he have a look this noisy environment ,shabby dormitory ,ask yourself can give her anything, he even gave her a quiet environment without the capacity .
He left his office to tell her that he was on a business trip ,he felt like a broken like pain ,feeling that all his life he forget .He could imagine she is always on a strange station ,was at a loss what ,he can only in the heart again and again to say m sorry ,sorry ,I just want to make you something better .
Shortly after, he heard that she was married ,her father friend ,at a young age the University as a teaching assistant .His heart is very quiet, even is relieved ,felt that she had finally found a good home ,his sacrifice was worth it .
That night, he took out a harmonica ,whistle again the song in a faraway place ,and later ,the harmonica is locked into that with their photo box .He did not move the box ,but every night ,standing in the dormitory balcony ,looking at the stars he would remember her ,will think of their future life .
A few years later ,he married ,for his wife ,he is not too much ,as long as can live together on the line .His wife looks very ordinary, but very kind ,always speaks soft-spokenly ,and he is not much difference between conditions .
He wanted to ,so be it ,he seems to have forgotten how to love ,only those dull days, day in and day out .Later ,they have a daughter, smart and clever ,he always loved like previous rural that called her man ,his wife says he is staying in town for a lifetime never his rural habits .
He spoiled his daughter ,he remember she said she most likes girls ,he gave his daughter to buy a piano ,also taught her the harmonica .For ten years ,he from the technical guidance to business manager ,then general manager ,has been reformed ,he became chairman ,their home from the initial low rent housing in the villa ,his company ,the yard is full of cherry blossoms ,pink, white ,but are unable to resolve the high tuition fees and living costs .The home that the money had been my university is light,daughter love most of those diffuse cherry .
Sometimes ,he would think if they are not separated, that is how the warm family .Once on the road ,he suddenly saw that as her slender ,like white scarf ,black sweater ,blue jeans ,long hair figure, his heart began to thump ,regardless of being the phone talk business ,hang up the phone on the oiling door catch up ,return found it she is not .
He smiled and shook his head ,laughing himself silly ,for ten years ,she was 30 years old, she now is what appearance ,in his heart he guess her appearance .The students called to the party when his heart was beating up ,he can finally see her ,but ,think of her, but he again shook ,he had the courage to stand in front of her ?Maybe ,if he would think that he have today ,he will marry her fling caution to the winds ,now went to see her ,he can say what ?He begged for her forgiveness ,or tell her for so many years ,he every hour and moment don miss her ?He suddenly found ,he had absolutely no reason to go ,because there, except for her, he almost no other memories .
He found a reason not to go to the final ,said he is for the money ,he laugh away ,come a few years ,he had to go to Qingdao on business ,but never wanted to see her ,he knew that she had been very good, enough .
A few days later in the afternoon ,cloudy, his mood indescribable melancholy .The phone rang suddenly ,he thought of her ,in his hello is a sound ,there is no sound ,and only slight wheeze ,the familiar voice ,he .
He wanted to talk ,but stuck in the throat .Finally, she broke the silence is it right? Because he is unable to see me ,did he not come ? Only a faint, just out of his mind . I know ,these years you have been very good .
I know ,you are very good, but always want to tell you ,my mother to love Shanghai ,and I can .So that once there ,I took my luggage ,in fact, substance and happiness is not an equal sign ,I can play the piano ,but also can play the harmonica .
He puzzled look, it then she said what ,when hung on the phone ,he know nothing .He is from the bookcase to find the old box ,which is a yellowing photograph ,in their small photogenic ,at that time ,he is so young ,and even some sentimental, and she ,so charming appearance and personality ,She straightened,the harmonica was ,he did not know what to play .
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